Letras The Man Who Never Was - This Winter Machine

The Man Who Never Was

Another principle mistaken for pride\nAlways beside myself but not satisfied\nWe only see the things that we want to see\nI know I never was the man I used to be\nTaking me back through the cold and the rain\nMaking it hard to remember my name\n(ii) Dreaming\nI remember the lights and the noise and the pain\nI remember the looks and the voices and shame\nI remember the ones that I tried to impress\nSpinning alone in the dark and the dizzying emptiness\nAnd now its hard to look back without breaking my neck\nAnd its hard to stand tall when you’ve lost your respect\nBut at least I can say my mistakes were my own\nLost in a sea full of doubt and opportunities blown\nAll the time I think I’m learning\nSo divided, so deserving\nTake for granted all they give me\nSo alone and still so empty\nTry to see the mess I’m making\nClose to ghosts and close to breaking\nLeave me with this empty feeling\nSo alone and so revealing\n(iii) Snow\nShe comes down like the rain to me\nShe comes down and the rain sets me free\nShe lights up like a shining star\nShe lights up and you know where you are\nI suddenly see through the haze on the darkest of days\nLike a smile that surrounds me\nTumbling down from the sky like a final goodbye\nAnd I know where I need to be\nWatching the seasons unfold from a safe place I know\nA design never ending\nCovering all of my thoughts in a blanket of snow\nThat is gone by the morning\n(iv) Awake\nI tried hard to imagine what was keeping me here\nAll I saw was the anger, the sadness and fear\nIs this part of a puzzle or maybe part of a plan?\n'Cause nobody looks in the eyes of an invisible man\nI remember so clearly all the noise and the pain\nAnd my reason for being nearly drove me insane\nWhen I try to forget I remember it all\nAnd I still hear the sounds in the dark I just dont answer the call