| I cried in your bed and I bled and I fled
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| And I wonder why does the sky seem like its bearing down on me
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| Why does the sky seem so heavy
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| Why does the sky seem like its bearing down on me?
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| Was I running away from you?
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| Or was I running away from me?
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| Next in line of all you’ve known a defeatist everyone
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| Repetition of the last or a precursor of the next
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| Can you find the girl in me through my insecurities?
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| Can you find me?
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| Is this how it needs to be self-fulfilling prophecy
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| Complete my tragic world
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| As caught as I can be
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| And the things you didn’t say and what they sang to me
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| I thought I’d be okay
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| I fight for control and I hold a victory here
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| And every day that draws near
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| I win by less and less
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| And if I turn around this time
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| Then I walking away for good
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| If I could explain to you
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| Why I do these things I do
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| Apparent sabotage under the guise of truth
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| And I am so confused the way I’m feeling about you
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| I feel this about you
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| Would you climb down from your tower
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| I’ve erected just for you
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| I’ll bang my head against your wall
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| And clean the blood when I’m through
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| Then I’m searching for the calm in the hurricane of you
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| Will you find me again too?
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| I’ll rest my head against your armor again and again
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| And if my heart bleeds one more time
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| Will you let me in
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| So what secrets will you sing to the black cat in your hand
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| Her body trembling as she searches for a softer place to land
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| Will you kiss the spread of moisture as it flows beneath you hand
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| And remember the sweet longing where our trusting black cat ran
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| Will you talk to me from sleep can you lie to me from dreams
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| And I wonder where your heart lies when you’re naked next to me
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| Feelings ripping through my chest whenever you get up to leave
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| I want you here with me
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| Can you look me in the eye when I bell the cat
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| You say we’ll do the right thing what the hell is that
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| What am I supposed to do when you’re pissing on the moon
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| And when I want you even more what can I do |