| Feel like I'm out of my mind |
| Everybody lookin' at me like I'm goin' crazy |
| I get better with time |
| Every time I look around, somebody's chasin' |
| Knew I was tryna be better |
| Pray to God I can get it together |
| Know some niggas with hate wanna war |
| Ain't no trippin', know I'm with whatever |
| I been walkin' with God, I think up next where I'm headed |
| Never want me, but I feel I did it |
| Way they help me, I might need to med it |
| I was chosen, nigga, that's a |
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| Ain't no usin' me, they out of credit |
| I'm just tryna make it through the pain of me growin' |
| Feelin' stuck, but, yet, I know where I'm goin' |
| World watchin', love a life I was showin' |
| Thought it was dead, why you bring it up? |
| When it's known to get messy, I clean it up |
| Take a bunch to them niggas, they teamin' up |
| In they feelings, I'm movin', they seen the stuff |
| I'm overly solid, I treat the friend just like he my brother |
| Gave 'em respect when they ain't deserve it |
| I guess my enemies weren't undercover, that shit make me tougher, huh |
| I'm isolated, this shit make me rougher, no longer can trust ya, huh |
| Know when it's jealousy, niggas'll press ya, damn, that's crazy |
| All of this pressure, too much, it can crush ya |
| I'm doin' it my way, feel like I'm Usher |
| Know for my family I'ma get the bag |
| Gotta fight through it, fuck if I was sad |
| Knew what they knew, the shit that they was doin' |
| I done went graffiti, gotta get 'em tagged |
| I done made media stars |
| Usin' my name just to get a view |
| It's crazy, they look at my scars |
| Laughin' like it's nothin' else to do |
| I gave the skin off of my back |
| They took they needs and left me wounded |
| Half the love ain't real, what they taught me, niggas proved it |
| Took my heart for granted, once they got it, they abused it |
| Loyalty was set in stone with me, then niggas moved it |
| What I'm on, ain't never been official, they confused it |
| Level of respect I gave to niggas, watched them use it |
| God done sat me down, phone ain't ringin', it's just me alone |
| They went on and did me wrong, I looked away, they prayed me gone |
| Even though I'm in the fire, I'm just goin' through the phase, I been losin' |
| faith |
| I'm just tryna praise, one day, I'ma raise, I been gettin' great, yes, |
| somebody pays |
| Can't no one step in these J's, different type of flight, I'm a different light |
| Yeah, you tryna fight, dangerous if I bite, I been tryna chill, know I get you |
| right |
| Look to my side, nobody with me |
| I know when I fall, nobody gon' get me |
| These shoes too big, your shit ain't gon' fit me, nigga |
| After all I done, they still forget me |
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