| I been prayin' I could live, I been duckin' death |
| Goin' empty 'cause I feel it ain't nothin' left |
| I been stressin' lately, lookin' for a hand to help |
| Dealin' with it, ain't no tellin' how my cards dealt |
| I been a child of God, blessings they sendin' for me |
| I'm in the need of help and that's probably what did it for me |
| I'm reachin' for my spot, nobody gon' get it from me |
| Creatin' legacy, so my people can live it for me |
| I'm in need of love, but I'd rather kick it low |
| I been workin' on my self, shit, I'm tryna grow |
| I'd rather be a better father and a better bro |
| Dede told me spend my time with God, let it go |
| Feel like I been here before |
| Lately, I been feelin' played |
| I been failin', ain't no grade |
| Every hour I done prayed |
| They gon' witness what You made |
| I know people wish they stayed |
| Hurt done cut me like a blade |
| Shinin' like I'm duckin' shade |
| Why they speakin' on my situation? |
| God's chosen, don't make me give a demonstration |
| If relate to devil, I'm dealin' with litigation |
| I just wanna breathe free, ventilation |
| I need time to myself |
| Guess they mad I'm tied to the wealth |
| It's crazy 'cause I give it back |
| I shared so many blessings, barely got 'em left |
| Couple people in the hospital, they fightin' death |
| If you go again the truth, it's only lyin' left |
| Others wanna steal my joy, now they fightin' death |
| Bunch of people went to diggin' holes, different type of depth |
| Who gon' get a mindin'? Why they actin' like I owe 'em? |
| Way they been movin' lately, I feel like I barely know 'em |
| I pray they get theyself together, hope somebody show 'em |
| You only get a couple chances, hope you don't blow 'em |
| I been reachin' out my arms, hope God see 'em |
| I just need some type of comfort, I'm livin' life |
| Yeah, although I wasn't perfect, tryna get it right |
| I do it for love, they doin' it out of spite |
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| I been reachin' my arms out far as they can go |
| They say with no hope and no faith, you won't grow |
| And I believe 'em |
| I mean, who am I to go against what's set in stone? |
| God got it |
| Time ain't been on my side |
| Time ain't been on my side today |
| And if it wasn't easy, I tried |
| And if it wasn't easy, I tried |
| I know they lied to me (Lied, lied) |
| Grow up, won't let 'em stop me (Can't stop me) |
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