| Before my eyes, another year goes by
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| Life’s greatest cost, another loved one lost
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| Our time together has come to an end
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| To greater heights your spirit will ascend
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| If I’d not known your name, I’d never feel this pain
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| The price of loving comes with one day feeling numb
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| If only there was more that I could do
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| To spare the world the pain of living without you
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| I will always remember who you were
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| I will carry your memory forever
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| Now I must move on
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| And accept that your being is gone
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| It’s harder every day since your spirit has faded away
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| If only you could take another’s place
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| In memories I’ll beg and plead to see your face
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| Disillusioned, in ruins, without any conclusion
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| Frustration, isolation, you are now my motivation
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| I will always regret what I have done
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| I will carry this guilt forever
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| How bout I load these 12 gauge shells
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| Punch my ticket straight down to hell
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| Might go swimmin' with a VCR
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| Bleed out listenin' to CCR
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| I say it should have been me
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| (We say it should have been him)
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| Might take it easy and jump from the roof
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| Swallow some bleach like it’s 101 proof
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| Slit my wrists and wait for the call
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| Rope around my neck 'cause I’m a child of Fall
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| I say it should have been me
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| (We say it should have been him)
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| Past the point of contemplation
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| Time for my self mutilation
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| (it should have been)
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| Full of grandpa’s medication
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| Time for permanent vacation
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| (It should have been)
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| Disillusioned, in ruins, without any conclusion
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| Frustration, isolation, you are no my motivation
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| I will always remember who you were
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| I will live, and I’ll forgive, but I will never forget |