| No one should read this
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| But it must be said
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| I’m not a big man-no big thoughts-no reruns
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| I was kept like a sponge in a box, and a corner was split
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| That is what it’s like to die
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| So I choked in a puddle of my pain until I soaked up all the red
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| Then, I traced the outer line
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| -Seduced to birth out a divide
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| So if you need a reason to hate
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| Look up to me, look up to me, look up to me
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| And maybe someday, you’ll find it
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| And if you need a reason to murder
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| Look up to me, look up to me, look up to me
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| And maybe someday, I’ll help you out, bitch
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| This elixir ought to be packed under a swamp in Cancun
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| And locked up-swallowed by a crocodile
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| Miles from civilization
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| I make shit up all the time
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| Like to levitate truth in my mind
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| Like to make you root against me
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| You can’t trust the judgment
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| Of the simple-minded criminal that’s me
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| Never meant to say it out loud…
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| Yikes!
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| But if you need a reason to hate
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| Look up to me, look up to me, look up to me
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| And maybe someday, you’ll find it
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| And if you need a reason to murder
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| Look up to me, look up to me, look up to me
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| And maybe someday, I’ll help you out
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| Maybe someday, you’ll find the pitfall
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| Fell down a concrete staircase until she broke her spine
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| And some may call me a hero, but I’ve been jaded
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| 'Cause I know
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| Ever since then, I had been her pet
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| She don’t think it be like that
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| But it do
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| And that’s a cold fact
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| -Gelid, like a winter cheek
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| Well, things ain’t what they used to be
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| She got gone
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| And that’s something that I can’t forgive
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| I can’t forgive that
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| There is no compromise
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| No one should ever know just how tight it tugged |