| The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed
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| And if your darkness finds me I could never be more lost
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| But I’m not the one who seeks your protection
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| I’m not the one to share the disguise
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| And I’m not the one who reeks of rejection
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| I’m not the one to tear the same way twice
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| You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out, smothered
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| You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out
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| Here all your walls surround me They’re closing in, they block my sight
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| The violence around me Found me when I could not fight
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| But I’m not the one to take your direction
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| I’m not the one who wears the disguise
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| And I’m not the one to share your reflection
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| I’m not the one you break the same way twice
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| You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out, smothered
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| You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out
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| I will never win
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| I will never win with you
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| I will never win
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| I will never win with you
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| I read you
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| I feel you
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| Wound up no more than you know
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| I hate you
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| I still do Everytime you let me go You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out, smothered
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| You push from the inside, smothered
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| You push from the inside out
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| (I will never win) You push from the inside
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| (I will never win with you) You push from the inside
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| (I will never win) You push from the inside
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| (I will never win with you) You push from the inside
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| Smothered, I’m smothered |