| I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out
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| enough
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| Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls
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| I saw you staring through the cracks
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| No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love
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| I felt no reason to carry on with my life
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| Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought
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| Kids finding laughter at my expense
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| They were killing me on the inside they couldn’t give up their pride
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| My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
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| On the outside I looked fine, you couldn’t tell but on the inside was eternal
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| hell
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| I got caught up in the moment of depression
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| And before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground
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| With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
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| Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
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| Without you I could of never ended my breath
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| Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate
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| There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
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| Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
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| No more love, no more pain, for you have chosen suicide as the way out…
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| help them
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| Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor
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| Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
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| Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation
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| I will not accept this evil anymore
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| I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good
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| I’m sorry for whoever I hurt, it’s not easy to look back on my life
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| And know I did not know Christ
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| For now I live in a real hell
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| I wish I had another chance… then I would live my life with love |