| I can’t cry, I’m too anxious
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| Restless mind, I can’t shake this
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| Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
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| I’m not feeling numb, I’m just feeling everything at once
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| Hate when you ask how I’m doing
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| I know that you’re just assuming
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| I’m better now, not bleeding out
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| Get outta bed on a good day
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| Lately that’s all I can do, hey
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| I go through hell to hide myself
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| I think about new ways to hurt me
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| But don’t want my mother to see
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| It’s not that I feel undeserving
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| Just blame it on the chemistry
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| That’s why
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| I can’t cry, I’m too anxious
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| Restless mind, I can’t shake this
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| Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
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| I’m not feeling numb, I’m just feeling everything at once
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| Whatever I do I can’t slow down
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| Please don’t leave me alone now
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| Cuz when I stop, my demons talk
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| I’m coming off apathetic
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| I play it off like it’s an aesthetic
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| Clearly I care too much, but I’m fooling everyone
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| I think about new ways to hurt me
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| But don’t want my mother to see
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| It’s not that I feel undeserving
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| Just blame it on the chemistry
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| That’s why
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| I can’t cry, I’m too anxious
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| Restless mind, I can’t shake this
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| Said I’m fine but we both know I’m faking
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| I’m not feeling numb, I’m just feeling everything at once
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| I’m just feeling everything at once
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| I’m just feeling everything at once
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| I’m just feeling everything at once
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| I’m just feeling everything at once |