| Suicide, that ain’t the way to go
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| But he was indecisive about a way to go
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| He had everything from cribs to the latest clothes
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| Plus he drove every whip that was made for road
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| He was a juggler, plus and old school smuggler
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| He used to send the youts to get the food from Columbia
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| Back and forth two north were his lavish thoughts
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| And that of course means Gs off your average call
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| Putting on weight while he’s sat indoors
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| Watching Scarface like he ain’t seen it
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| Rewinding the last scene and while
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| The last scene’s rewinding he’s daydreaming, woo
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| Thinking that that may be him
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| Cause he ain’t never watched his life and then ain’t seen his
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| And normally he hates these flicks
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| But there’s something in this that he relates to, I think
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| It must be the role or the clothes or the powder
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| In some scenes, the coded erode the power
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| His reputation speaks for itself
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| He ain’t speaking to you unless you speak for yourself
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| He fell out with his mum a few years back
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| Just cuh she knows his little secret
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| She’ll still die lonely if she keeps it
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| Look, but she ain’t got nothing that she’ll miss
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| But everyone makes mistakes
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| But she can’t stand him or his selfish ways
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| And now she’s days from drinking herself away
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| Cuh it hurts that she lost her son
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| And in his words, «I ain’t got a mum»
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| But it is worse, cuh they’ve lost their love
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| And it is stern, it is not a front
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| He’s on his own with his cold heart
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| Cuh it gets kinda cold in the winter
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| Him and his wife, they ain’t spoke since they split up
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| Separated then got divorced
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| She found out about his bit on the side
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| And he couldn’t apologise cuh that’d be killing his pride
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| To tell the truth, he was living a lie
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| Cuh he said that he loved her but he didn’t trust her
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| But he promised that he’d give it a try
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| Cuh she was there when he was penniless
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| He still thought she cheated but he never had the evidence
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| Some nights wishing for intelligence
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| Other times thinking 'bout the negligence
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| But when the time was nice
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| They lived a crisp style, sipping on the finest wine
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| They never slipped while chilling with their diamond ice
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| Watches cuh their time was priceless
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| But watch this, when the time was violent
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| He was into boxing, he was a silent fighter
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| But that was before he proposed
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| But he pledged that he’d change
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| But only if they got married
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| And he had a family of his own
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| I ain’t saying that I found the answer
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| But the rich brother didn’t die a father
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| He’s fascinated with wanting what he couldn’t have
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| Some would say he was stuck in his stubborn shell
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| Cuh he was in love with his brother’s girl
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| And his brother’s like the quietest guy
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| I mean, Monday to Friday, 9 to 5
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| And if he works overtime it’s to surprise his wife
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| Cuh he ain’t never had the girl of his dreams around
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| And he was married to the girl that he dreams about
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| So he’d do anything to keep her
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| He’d rather be dead than have to leave her, he needs her
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| He looks up to his big bro
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| But he don’t respect how he got rich though
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| You would think that he was envious or something
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| But I swear down, he never took a penny off his brother
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| He’d rather work for it all
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| He’s a genuine guy, he’s got his word and his balls
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| But his girl was his fool
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| Cuh he was back early with a little surprise
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| Two tickets, they were s’posed to visit Dubai
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| He ran straight in the room about to rip off his tie
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| And what he saw with his eyes made him wish he was blind
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| It was his lover and his brother
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| Laying down, they were making love to one another
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| Whoa, he dropped the tickets on the floor
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| Right by the knickers on the floor
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| He turned around, went downstairs
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| He was kicking for the door
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| He’s tryna vanish, so he’s looking for his car keys
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| He’s panicking, he can’t breathe
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| Finally he got in his car
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| And he drove to his mum’s, then he got in his yard
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| He looked in his mum’s face and his mum cried
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| Cause she knew about her son’s wife’s one lie
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| First she said she didn’t have to tell him
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| Then she said she didn’t know how to tell him
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| Then they’re both bursting into tears, he was tryna figure out |
| Where he went wrong, he was searching through the years
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| Till they couldn’t look each other in the eye
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| Cuh from there on, he couldn’t see his mother in his life
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| Or his brother in his life
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| Or his lover in his life
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| Look, so he headed to his brother’s
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| Drowning, he was gonna leave in the flames
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| Tears in his eyes as he speeds through the lanes
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| They say love hurts, he was really feeling the pain
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| He goes in with his spare key
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| Thinking what matters to his brother
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| Looking in the mirror like he’s standing in the gutter
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| Then his brother pulls up outside
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| As he looks out the window, «come outside»
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| But he just wants to make him pay
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| So he pulls out the gun and begins to pray
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| I can’t believe what he did that day
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| Suicide, that ain’t the way to go
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| But he was indecisive about a way to go
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| Suicide, that ain’t the way to go
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| But he was indecisive about a way to go
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Didn’t realise the story ended back where it starts
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Didn’t realise the story ended back where it starts
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Didn’t realise the story ended back where it starts
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| Let’s go back to the start
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| Didn’t realise the story ended back where it starts
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| Our father, who art in heaven
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| Hallowed be thy name
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| Thy kingdom come
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| Thy will be done
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| On Earth as it is in heaven
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| Forgive us our trespasses
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| And we forgive those
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| Who trespass against us
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| Lead us not into temptation
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| But deliver us from evil
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| For yours is the kingdom
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| The power and the glory
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| Forever and ever
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| Amen |