| Losin' my life
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| I’ll be going on my own
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| Leavin' everything I know
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| Losin' my life, losin' my life, losin' my life
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| I’ll be going on my own
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| Martyr!
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| Losin' my life, losin' my life, losin' my life
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| I just wanna know when it all come together, together
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| I just wanna why you couldn’t find somebody better
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| Guess I’m the man for the job
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| And I wanna tell my family I love 'em, but I don’t really see them enough
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| It’s gettin' real crazy, I just wanna go back home
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| And my sister got engaged on Instagram and I didn’t even know
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| I’m sick and tired of watchin' my entire family grow up in a phone
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| Her friend text me, «Where were you at? |
| Yeah, we didn’t even know»
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| And is this the life that I signed up for?
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| Is it worth it? |
| Oh yeah, yeah, it’s worth it When they don’t have to grow up like us, yeah, that’s a blessin'
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| And I don’t wanna see them go through hell when they could be in heaven, heaven
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| I’m in the skylight
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| I guess it’s what my mean by the high life
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| Went to Vegas, didn’t care about the nightlife
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| Killin' these shows and flyin' right back to my wife
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| Back on the ground, back on the grind
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| Song gotta write, I can’t keep 'em inside
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| Songs that we’re makin', not only for ratin'
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| Cause honestly my fam' can’t eat your likes
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| What should I do? |
| What should I say?
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| I asked the Father, He told me, «Keep writing»
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| Said, «Fern, in this life with this talent I gave you
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| You gon' lead many to me, that’s a promise»
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| If we’re being honest, I haven’t been perfect
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| But Lord you always been there when I needed you
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| I been through hell and high water
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| Cause it’s easy to let you down, but you love me through
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| You tell me I’m your son
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| How did I deserve such grace?
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| Me, I sold cocaine that would numb your brain to the point you say, «How much blow you take?»
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| Fern bruh, that’s even enough with the drug talk
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| That’s for those still stuck in the drug walk
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| Feelin' distant that to the world cut off
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| Here’s a song just for you to help you go on |