| All the scars on my body and soul
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| All the trouble I’ve known
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| All the evil things that I say and do
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| All comes back to
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| A little boy, back when life was new to me
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| Hiding in my room, waiting for my mom to leave
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| I learned to lie, to save her from the truth
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| I was raped when I was eight years old
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| On a sunny afternoon
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| I fall back to the black and white of
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| Here and now I need to calm down
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| I think I need to calm down
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| I’m on my old street
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| A past that is so hard for me
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| Looking for a place
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| That I really do not ever want to see
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| All the scars on my body and soul
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| All the trouble I’ve known
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| All the evil things I say and do
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| It all brings me closer to… you
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| The house is empty as I walk inside
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| I don’t want to be here
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| I want to stay in denial
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| I see my demons smiling in the gloom
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| I have to face this thing
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| Or I will never leave this room I… see…me
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| Playing with the older boys
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| In a house where my mom had told me not to go
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| They started hurting me
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| And laughing as they held me down
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| They broke me as I screamed
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| Inside the violence and the awful sound
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| All the scars on my body and soul
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| All the trouble I have ever known
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| All the fucked up things I say and do
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| All brings me closer to you
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| To you
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| I am screaming at the mirror
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| Looking in the eyes of you. |
| Yeah you
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| I give my joy, all my shame
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| All the credit and the blame
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| To you
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| Now I know why I’m addicted to pain
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| Yeah I know I am addicted to everything
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| Now I know what I have to do
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| I have to kill the monsters for you. |
| For you
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| I will forgive those damaged boys
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| That did this awful thing to you. |
| To you
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| I have to fix this broken heart
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| I need to be just like a father to you. |
| To you
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| I have to fix this broken heart
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| I will always be a safe place for you. |
| For you
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| I will always be your champion
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| I will always kill the monsters for you. |
| For you
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| I give my joy all my shame
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| All the credit and the blame. |
| To you
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| Twisted, broken, angry, and free
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| I am twisted, broken, angry and free
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| Twisted, broken, angry and free |