| If you going through this
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| This for you
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| Just think about it real deep
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| When we were together
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| Never thought two’d become three
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| So, now what? |
| Is it over?
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| This I can’t believe
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| I got a phone call the other night
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| Information that would transform a brother’s life
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| Off the Richter, whole vibe seem suspect
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| My girl was on the phone, sounding like she was upset
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| What the matter? |
| What’s the deal?
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| What’s the problem? |
| Keep it real, you can tell me how you feel
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| She said, «Well, I haven’t been feeling great
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| My friend that comes to visit once a month’s a little late
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| I said, «Relax till we get it straight, the jury’s still out
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| All we can do is chill and wait till we deliberate»
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| She said, «What about this nausea and throwing up?»
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| The more she spoke the more the odds kept going up
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| Now I’m tryna get my mind right
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| Visions of that night now 20/20 in hindsight
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| Fear, doubt and confusion
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| Stranded in the unknown aftermath of a heated moment
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| We only got five months worth of date time
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| Started thinking about rumours I’d heard through the grapevine
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| Do I really know her like I thought? |
| Peace I can’t find
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| What if this a hustle and this baby really ain’t mine
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| Huh, better call my old man up
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| First thing he said, «If it’s yours, you better stand up»
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| I called mama cause crazy I was about to go
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| She said, «Don't worry until you find out for sho»
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| Maybe this is a blessing that God’s showing you"
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| Mama said, «If you stressing, imagine what she’s going through
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| If she is be a man, try to clear the air»
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| «OK, let me call her, better yet I’m going over there»
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| Showed up with an EPT, she took it out the box
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| I stepped in the other room cause I wasn’t about to watch
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| Both of us stressing, anxious with a nervous heart
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| Showed the stick to me, plus sign in the circle part
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| We both sat down, contemplating what to do
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| I told her it up to her, she told me, «It's up to you»
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| Now we arguing, our volume starting to increase
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| She ain’t have a job and I’m barely making my ends meet
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| And now the frustration, words got hostile
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| How do I know you’ve only been with me and this is my child
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| When I said that, I seen the hurt in her eyes show
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| She started to cry, I saw hope start to die slow
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| I knew I shouldn’t have took it there, that’s when I started crying
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| Lying if I say, «Abortion never crossed my mind»
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| Then my life’s mission came to me like a vision
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| I’m being selfish, I need to make the right decision
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| For all three of us, troubles come, we fight back
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| Deadbeat and negligent, I could never be like that
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| We stayed up discussing it till the break of day
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| Decided to have my child and trust in God to make a way
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| Holding on, gotta be strong
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| Holding on, is it over? |