| Not today, | 
| Just not today, | 
| Please not today, | 
| I don’t really got time to stop and talk | 
| But don’t take it personal | 
| I been up all night with my son | 
| I’m tryn’a reach the doc before he close | 
| I’m stressed out, upset, the lack of sleep got me emotional | 
| And its that time of the month | 
| just to really f****n piss me off | 
| I’m feelin' self-conscious | 
| Just need me a little space | 
| So Mr. Media, ya betta' take ya camera out my face | 
| Not today, I got things on my mind | 
| Not today, Now ain’t that the place or time | 
| Not today, I’ll do it all any other day | 
| Just not today, please not today | 
| I don’t mind signing an autograph | 
| But you the 99th person to ask | 
| And all I really wanna do is break down and cry | 
| Cause a close family friend just passed | 
| I know you already booked the studio | 
| But at the mo' my head can’t cope | 
| I’m aware that I made a commitment | 
| But I never knew my heart would be broke | 
| I’m dealing with some issues | 
| Believe me I don’t mean to be rude | 
| Only human, forgive me, if you sense a little attitude | 
| Now let me get one thing clear | 
| I know its ya’ll that keep my here | 
| And I’m grateful like you could never know | 
| More thankful than I could ever show | 
| But if, you could sympathize from just a second | 
| I reckon you could understand where I’m coming from | 
| Sometimes when I’m steppin' out my house | 
| I aint steppin' out as Dynamite | 
| I’m stepping out as Mum | 
| Tryna' spend some quality time with my son. | 
| Whew! | 
| If you could understand | 
| This weren’t the way I planned, its gotten out of hand | 
| Sometimes I feel I don’t even know when I am | 
| Since I picked up the mic, my private life don’t exist | 
| Love my job, but I never know I was signing up for this | 
| Dealing with makeup’s and breakups gotta smile and be strong | 
| Clearing with heartache and heartbreak, but the show must go on |