| I think I was born inside the cabana
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| With diamonds and gold on top of the Phantom
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| Jesus told Mary, «Go get me a hammer»
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| I’ll kill any nigga that try and to get near him
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| All of the angles was drinkin' tequila
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| And Michael was sleepin' with Dirty Diana
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| And now I can’t look at the man in the mirror
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| My life is a movie and here is the trailer
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| I ain’t no killer, but don’t try to play me
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| I’m out off my pills and now just I’m crazy
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| I jumped out of Heaven 'cause Lucifer paid me
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| I needed the money to buy a Mercedes
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| I fucked a few bitches, I had me a baby
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| I hope that my son don’t grow up to hate me
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| I’m out of my mind and no one can save me
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| I wish I-
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| Back when a nigga was jobless
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| Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
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| Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
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| Then I’ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
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| Like what did I do to myself? |
| (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I think the old me died
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| All of them promises I forgot
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I told my girl I’ll give her the world
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| Whatever she want, consider it done
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| Soon as I’m rich, I’ll buy you a crib
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| And get you a whip, whatever you want
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| Promise my niggas, I’ll give you a million
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| A couple of cars just so you can stunt
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| Then I got famous, blew up my head
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| And fuck what I said, my nigga, I’m gone
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| Hop out the foreign and jump in the stretch
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| Life is a bitch, I fuck her to death
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| And how do I feel? |
| I’m so much depressed
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| I’ll probably get killed, but fuck it, I’m blessed
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| Nigga, I’m rich, I’m done with the stress
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| Now I got drip, and blood niggas sweat
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| They love when I drip, they want me in debt
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| Go choke on a dick and cut me a check
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| All of these meds done got me a fever
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| I wanted a chain but got me a Visa
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| I came in the game, just droppin' my feet up
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| You niggas is strange, you follow the leader
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| And me and my pistol like Martin and Gina
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| We plot on you niggas, I’m probably a schemer
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| I’m easy to hate, I’m harder to love
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| You say you don’t trust me, I wouldn’t either, woah (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it
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| Soon as I’m on, I promise I’ll pay you in full (Buck, buck)
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| But, I didn’t mean it
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| Back when a nigga was jobless
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| Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
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| Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
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| Then I’ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
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| Like what did I do to myself? |
| (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I think the old me died
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| All of them promises I forgot
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I just put some gold Dayton’s on my fuckin' Benzo
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| Hit the switches, told your bitch, «Come fuck me 'cause I said so»
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| They say, «Joyner, you done changed, you done lost your mental
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| You blew up and all that humble shit went out the window»
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| I ain’t the same, I used to be different
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| They say that I changed, well, maybe you right
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| Maybe them pills the doctor prescribed me, got me wanna kill, and maybe I might
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| Maybe my family upset 'cause I made it
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| 'Cause no one expected that I would be famous
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| And just 'cause we blood don’t mean we’re related
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| I’m threatin' the plug
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| I’m not with the fake shit, I’m not with the-
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| Grandma told me, «Tone it down»
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| I said, «Bitch, I’m older now»
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| I ate at my auntie house
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| She think that I owe her now
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| Cash my check, got paid again
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| Bank estate, I’m open now
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| Took my girl to H&M, she told me, «It's over now"(Buck, buck, buck)
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| I had to move back at home, my momma was heated (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I lock myself in the room to hide all my demons (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I told my uncle to give me a loan 'cause I really needed it
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| Soon as I’m on, I promise I’ll pay you in full (Buck, buck)
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| But, I didn’t mean it
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| Back when a nigga was jobless
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| Tryna get by, plottin' on shootin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I was just tryna survive, the money went dry
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| Think I was losin' myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I prayed to God, and promised if he made me rich
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| Then I’ma stay true to myself (Buck, buck, buck)
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| But fuck it, I lied, and now I can stare in the mirror
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| Like what did I do to myself? |
| (Buck, buck, buck)
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| I think the old me died
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| All of them promises I forgot
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied
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| I let the money change me, I lied |