| I wish that he and I at least once in a While
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| had something small in common …- a secret, if you
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| like.
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| But there’s no common ground here, not a single thing
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| we share,
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| on the same Planet we live, but in two different
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| Worlds.
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| He clearly did not like me,
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| that part was plain to see,
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| the very moment that he laid his grey Eyes on me,
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| His buff, muscular body
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| like the old cliché Marine,
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| Oh, not too many times before
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| (thank goodness) have I seen…
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| So much contemp on a single white Man’s face,
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| his Fists were cluteched so tightly that his brute
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| fingernails
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| left bleeding Marks in the rouch palms on his Hands…-
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| all just to ensure that we would never become friends!
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| If I felt like jesting now,
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| which, believe me, I am not,
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| I might compare his red face to a boiling teapot,
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| or an old Locomotive,
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| far too quickly building up steam,
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| its mightly Kettle seen to expolode, if he finds no
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| quick Release.
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| Do you think it’s strange of me to hope someday he will
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| marry me,
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| or at least feel the strongest need to hold me when I
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| fall & bleed?
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| Oh, I wish that he and I were just a little more alike,
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| or had a tiny Thing in common …- oh, wouldn’t that be
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| nice…
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| Yes, he sleeps nakedly, while I always sleep fully
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| dressed.
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| He is full of Life, I am mostly depressed.
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| I guess, that’s why I wish that he would want to take a
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| walk with me
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| through lonely Fields of Sorrow, the only place I’ve
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| ever seen…
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| In vagued Daydreams I’m dreaming about Stains of his
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| Semen,
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| put precisely on me, more as a … «theory».
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| Sometimes I wish that He would fondly think of me
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| each time he strokes his Penis…- or when the Clock
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| strickes Three. |