| *Phone rings*
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| St. Catharines Psychiatric Help Line, this is Nancy
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| «I'm sure this is all gonna sound really ridiculous
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| And uh…
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| I don’t exactly expect anyone to believe all this
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| Uh… for the last little while
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| I’ve been keeping correspondence with my sanity, and uhh…
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| I really get the feeling that
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| I’m starting to lose interest in the letter-writing process
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| The pieces of the letters
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| Just get progressively shorter and shorter
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| Until it’s not even a reply
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| I uhh… the whole thing makes me really nervous
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| I just wish I could show you what a huge problem this is»
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| As life hangs beside me
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| I gather all that I can
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| You were never one for confrontation
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| But now, it lies all in your hands
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| Your hands, your hands…
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| «I kind of have this… Really terrible habit of asking myself all these stupid
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| questions, right? |
| Like what if uhh… what if there’s a spot on my body that I
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| can touch to keep my heart from beating? |
| or like what if, what if there’s this
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| uhh… stray bullet out there that’s gonna come through my window and take me
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| out? |
| like what if uhh… what if there’s this huge unstoppable comet that’s
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| just gonna like, destroy the Earth and all of us? |
| Like what… what if that’s
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| happening right now? |
| How can I avoid all these questions if I don’t have that?
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| Like, who is gonna be here? |
| Why… who is gonna be there… in the hospital?
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| Who is gonna tell me that all this is bullshit… it’s a dream? |
| Just a dream.
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| This is not a joke. |
| And uhh… I’ll never sleep.»
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| Who will be
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| There to tell
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| Me how stupid
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| I am?
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| Who will be
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| There to tell
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| Me how stupid
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| I am?
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| Who will be
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| There to tell
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| Me how stupid
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| I am?
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| Who will be
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| There to tell
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| Me how stupid
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| I am?
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| Who will keep me from lashing out?
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| Lashing out
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| Anxiety chokes me like razorwire
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| Razorwire
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| Who will keep me from lashing out?
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| Lashing out
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| Anxiety chokes me like razorwire
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| Razorwire
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| Now it’s all in your hands, in your hands
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| Now it’s all in your hands, in your hands
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| Now it’s all in your hands, in your hands
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| Now it’s all in your hands, in your hands
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| Anxiety
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| Chokes me like
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| Razorwire
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| Anxiety
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| Chokes me like
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| Razorwire
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| Razorwire… |