| Sitting here stressing at 2:30 a.m. |
| About how fast the year can go, I wonder where it went |
| If we start all over again, would it really work |
| I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me |
| Mesmerized, but of thoughts of fear |
| Traumatized, I’m so scared to feel |
| Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep |
| Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet |
| Push the thought of you away, do it today |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| Surrounded by the fear |
| Since you went away, a year ago at Christmas |
| You locked away your secrets, kept them away from me |
| I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see |
| You wanna start all over again, make it work this time |
| But I don’t wanna end up feeling far away from fine |
| I memorized, what you said to me |
| So surprised, it was hell to be |
| So frustrated with the way we were |
| Not a single word could make it work |
| Now look at us today, we blew it away |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| Surrounded by the fear |
| Since you went away, a year ago at Christmas |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| Surrounded by the fear |
| Since you went away, a year ago at Christmas |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| I’m older than my years, drowning in my tears |
| I’m older than my years, I’m older than my years |