| Abused and ridiculed
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| I’ll admit that I played the fool
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| I was bullied when I attended school
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| I toughed it out and did what I had to do
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| Thick skin makes it harder to cut them deep wounds
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| Unless there’s already scar tissue covered with attitudes
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| Emotion is an ocean, it’s easy to drown in undertow
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| It’s natural to fight for air and so much harder to let it go
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| So now I’m broken, incomplete like missing puzzle piece
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| The darkness overbearing, I’m wondering will it ever cease
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| When I’m watching raindrops fall against the concrete
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| Like my feet, when I beat the pavement
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| When I walk away from the hatred
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| But it follows me, like I make it
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| Forsaken me cause I take it
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| Could change it, but nonetheless
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| I’d rather be myself I guess
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| Unless the whole day goes by
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| And I don’t feel like I’m gonna fucking die
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| Wrong or right, be it day or night
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| That’s how I feel and I can’t help it
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| But I can’t tell if it’s all a dream
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| Cause this here don’t feel right to me
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| I can’t be who I wanna be
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| But you, you’re just like everything that we see
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| Tell me it’s over
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| I need the closure
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| You was supposed to
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| Make it all go away
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| Can you make it all go away
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| What is the purpose
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| I don’t deserve this
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| Under the surface
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| Can you take it away
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| Can you make it all go away
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| Sometimes it’s hard just to fit in
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| Be it your size, your shape, or the tone and color of skin
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| Maybe deformity, abnormally, I’m different
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| But why are they so superior and I’ve been insignificant
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| I’m like a painting of confused brush strokes
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| A whipping post and just another face for them cruel jokes
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| I wear it all like a horrible suit of shame
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| I’m damaged already, and no, I’ll never be the same
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| Not the norm, won’t conform
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| Against the grain from the day he was born
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| Please just treat him like a monster, or
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| Evermore declare war on a misfit
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| That’s what I get for being different
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| Anybody want to walk in my kicks?
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| Please do so, cause I know
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| That anybody wanting to get into my soul
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| Has a long, dark road to toll
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| When your all alone with no one to help
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| Feel lost, just walking in circles
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| Well that’s just how my life has felt
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| Can’t believe that being me
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| Can make some narcs so angrily
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| So I just keep it Twiztid and represent for the family
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| Tell me it’s over
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| I need the closure
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| You was supposed to
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| Make it all go away
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| Can you make it all go away
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| Everyday with that same dream
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| Yelling about the same thing
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| Telling her what you gonna do
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| Bunch of mights and maybes
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| Complaints and fake schemes
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| Out of your mouth on the daily
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| But you follow through, want everything else
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| It’s just as weak as your daydreams
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| And I’m stuck here in this nightmare
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| Well aware that you don’t care
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| If I took my last breath of air
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| And just like that, I disappear
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| So insecure, my line between fantasy and reality
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| To me, is nothing more than blurred
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| My confidence is gone
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| And all I got going for me is that I’m breathing
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| And these words to this fucking song
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| Could it be possible that someone feels like I
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| Someone to tell me that it’s over, there’s really no need to cry
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| So I’m bending knees, I’m looking up to the sky
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| Please make it go away, make it stop or just let me die |