| I don’t like to let myself
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| Get closer than what you just felt
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| It never really ends that well
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| And I’m sick of carrying that guilt
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| Promise I don’t want your help
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| I’m doing just fine by myself
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| You should look somewhere else
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| Cause I’m stuck inside my own hell
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| And I can feel pain the moment that I wake up and
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| Im the worst of luck to anyone that I let in
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| I hate that Im wasting
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| Every single better moment
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| And I hate that I’m faced with
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| Losing everyone I’m closest to
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| And I know that could mean you
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| Never wanted you to see that
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| But I went and wasted
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| Every single better moment
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| With you
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| I’m sick of always fighting it
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| And I fall asleep with that regret
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| Feel it underneath my skin
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| I accept that i get what I get
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| Made it so damn hard just to let you in
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| Told myself I never would again
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| Ive been driving city lines away from my regret
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| And you could never understand it
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| I hate that Im wasting
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| Every single better moment
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| And I hate that I’m faced with
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| Losing everyone I’m closest to
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| And I know that could mean you
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| Never wanted you to see that
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| But I went and wasted
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| Every single better moment
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| I’m faded
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| Frustrated
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| Spinning in my bed, staring up at the ceiling
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| I hate that Im wasting
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| Every single better moment
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| And I hate that I’m faced with
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| Losing everyone I’m closest to
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| And I know that could mean you
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| Never wanted you to see that
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| But I went and wasted
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| Every single better moment |