| I’m gonna chisel away at this rock until I get the shape that I want
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| And then I’m gonna continue to chisel it
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| 'cause that’s what I do when I find myself in a new relationship
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| 'cause I remember when this started out as mud mixed with water that turned to
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| clay
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| And I watched it break and break and look more like the image I wanted to make
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| It’s pathetic, I know
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| But it’s all anyone ever gave
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| 'cause I was born a virgin covered in blood and free of sin
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| And that’s the exact shape I wanna make when I jump off this bridge
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| I’m tired of trying to be something that I can’t be
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| And I’m tired of fighting for something that I can’t see
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| I’m finding new life in every regret
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| And finding regrets in everything I forget
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| And the second I’m at peace I’m thrown off by my need to make everything
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| complete
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| 'cause I’m a sucker for the rule of 3's
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| You hurt me and I hurt you
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| But when I hurt you something needs to happen to give me some sort closure
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| And I’m sorry for this poor posture
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| I just can’t stand up straight and take this like a man today
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| I’m too broken
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| And there’s so many things I want to say if only you would listen
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| And I’ll put my fingers in the door so when I close it on you, maybe I’ll hurt
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| a little bit too
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| I’ll put my fingers in the door so when I close it on you, I’ll hurt a little
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| bit too
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| Because the only reason I held on to you was because I felt I had nothing left
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| And the deeper I carve into this rock,
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| I’m realizing it’s not gonna fit into the shape I want
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| So I quit
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| 'cause I’ve always been afraid to fall in love
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| 'cause there’s something about falling that just doesn’t sound worth it
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| And I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
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| It was problematic at best
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| because you beckoned me
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| And you lessened me
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| And no other love would accommodate my blindfold so easily
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| But now I can see
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| Now I can see
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| God, I gave you all of my love
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| but I can’t see past this hurt
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| God, I gave you all of my love
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| So now what do I give to her?
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| God, I gave you all of my love
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| I just can’t see past this hurt
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| God, I gave you all of my love,
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| So what am I supposed to give to her?
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| God, I gave you all of my love
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| I just can’t see past this hurt
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| God, I gave you all of my love
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| So what am I supposed to give to her?
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| 'cause I’m terrified
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| I’m terrified
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| But I’ve never felt so alive
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| I’m terrified
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| I’m terrified
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| But I’ve never, I’ve never felt so alive
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| I’ve never felt so alive |