| You’re so soft, it’s pathetic
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| How can you be soft at rock bottom?
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| How are you so hard on yourself?
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| You’ve hardly got real problems
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| First of all, just stop overthinking
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| 'Cause your brain is just like…
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| Next, drag yourself to the bathroom
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| Take these pills with some water
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| Swallow pride with saliva
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| It’s like you’re hardwired to give yourself a hard time
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| It’s like you make problems when everything’s fine
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| I’m the only one who haunts this ghost town
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| All my life I felt lost, but in death I was found
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| And I won’t scream, I won’t make a sound
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| Shut the fuck up, it’s like you’ve always got this attitude
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| We just wanna help and we just want what’s best for you
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| You’re never fucking home
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| Or you’re always in your fucking room
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| We’re scared you’ll do something stupid
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| If we don’t get you help soon
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| Sometimes I imagine myself hanging from the ceiling fan
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| Maybe then the world will stop spinning without me
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| Maybe then I’ll get around to taking the picture perfect life
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| The picture perfect life I was framed with
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| It’s this constant push and pull
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| To decide the rest of my life in one night
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| I don’t know what to say, so I’ll just say goodbye
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| Let you down for one last time
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| My biggest fear has always been yours, not mine
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| But, at this point, it feels like I’m hurting more than helping
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| Is this the last chapter or textbook teenage bullshit?
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| Wipe my tears with my hoodie
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| I wear my heart on my sleeve
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| Feed the dog
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| Call mom
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| And just fucking leave
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| Four walls, 3 AM
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| Two hands, one decision
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| To kill everyone, or myself
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| That is the question
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| You’ve loved me so much more than I loved myself
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| I don’t care about anyone else
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| I don’t know what you saw in me
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| All I ever wanted was to rest in peace
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| You’ve loved me so much more than I loved myself
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| I don’t care about anyone else
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| I don’t know what you saw in me
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| All I ever wanted was to rest in peace
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| I don’t know what you saw in me
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| I don’t know
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| Saw in me
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| Rest in peace, Jamie |