| I’m not some kinda superman
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| I’m just tryna find who I am
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| And get my future plan
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| Don’t know where I’m from
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| Don’t know what my aim is
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| Don’t know where I’m going
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| Don’t wanna be famous
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| Don’t wanna be that guy
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| I need privacy but can’t be low-key cause it isn’t me
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| Get pulled both ways and it tears me apart
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| Seems for years I’ve been wearing this mask
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| One to myself, another to the multitude
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| Now I’m confused with which one of those is true
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| In bed alone lyin myself
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| I realize I was lying to myself
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| Now I’m here, finding myself
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| The truth’s out there I’m a find it myself
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| Forget going on a holiday bruv
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| I just wanna change
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| Everything…
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| I wish that I could make a happy song
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| But I’m depressed and I don’t wanna carry on
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| I don’t know what you’ve been told G
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| But no one alive truly knows me
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| Forget rapping I should find a job
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| I need direction, maybe a sign from God
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| I’m tortured, the pain’s tormenting my soul
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| Got friends but I just can’t pretend, I’m alone
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| I’m haunted, by regrets and mistakes
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| And everyday I’m just testing my fate
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| Like a boxer that loves throwing rights at them
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| But doctors warned him, he’ll die if he fights again
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| Sometimes it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders
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| But that’s just the way of the world
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| It’s getting colder, it’s too cold
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| Don’t know much but I do know
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| Everything must change…
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| Must change…
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| Must change…
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| Must change…
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| So I’ve made music that made my mum cry
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| Bruv told me what happens when a loved dies
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| Don’t even recognize my own face sometimes
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| Don’t wanna stay around now, but I must try
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| Someone, somewhere might understand
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| I just don’t wanna give my life to the fans
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| I’m tryna do more than just be real
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| In order to rebuild
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| Everything must change…
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| I’m just tryna survive today
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| And live my life in a righteous way
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| So I gotta watch what I decide to say
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| My pride’s at stake
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| Don’t wanna be described as fake
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| My mind states, I rate
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| And I’m wide awake
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| But I need sleep and it’s kind of late
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| Don’t wanna give them a reason to despise and hate
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| So I’m tryna change
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| Everything…
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| All around me, my people’s dying
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| All being controlled by evil tyrants
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| Lives lost due to needless violence
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| Look to the sky, cause I need some guidance
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| But it feels like nothing helps
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| Gotta watch for my sister and my mum as well
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| Everyday it feels like I’m stuck in hell
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| I guess this is sort of how my brother felt…
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| See… just gotta hold on
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| Hope for the best…
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| Prepare for the worst…
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| Cause nothing is promised…
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| All I know is…
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| Everything must change… |